LOST AT SEA
August 5, 1885
The fact that my companion of countless years has perished and moved on from this plain of existence bereaves the better sensibilities from my body leaving only what feels like the soulless shell of a man. The numbing emptiness that remains is nothing more than a reminder of the fact that I am responsible for Nolan’s demise. His death was by my hands; hands of an enemy for no longer can the friendship of old be seen in good repute.
His death was not the desired result. He and I were both meant to be on this ship to Kingstown. The relic found and stored with great care, and that is now in my possession is of great value to those that know the scramasax for its true nature. The elder blade is more than a mere instrument of destruction. It is also a key to a long forgotten container. The contents of this container remain an elusive mystery though the scroll given by Nolan hints at great treasures long forgotten.
The day the scroll was found was thought to be a fortuitous one by my companion for I had never seen Nolan so invigorated with the sense of wonder we had both thought lost to childhood. His typical demure nature was so overcome with a determined fanaticism that I at one point thought an institution for those with mental ailments would be the only acceptable remedy to calm the man. Luckily the man I knew composed himself from the antics of the escaped child, and Nolan explained to me how it was that he came by such a scroll.
“Belg, my good man, it’s important that you understand my work is not the misguided fabrication of hopefulness, but the result of extensive research and hard work.” His enthusiastic voice was earnest beyond reckoning. The child was on the verge of escaping the man once again.
“Have a seat old friend,” I gestured for Nolan to find comfort in a cushioned chair across from me in my study. I prepared a pipe to smoke and offered the customary beverage selection to which Nolan instantly declined. As I reclined my body and relaxed with pipe well lit I looked to Nolan with curious eyes. “What is it that you believe you have found Nolan? You speak as if a great discovery has been made.”
I remember how he took his time. Each word was thought out within that fast paced mind of his. He then calmly relaxed in his chair. “A scroll has been discovered Belg. I have in my possession a scroll that will lead to wondrous hidden treasures.”
“I have treasure enough here in Wales my good friend.” I smiled politely taking in the tobacco from my pipe. “Profits are being made regularly, investments carried out accordingly, and my purse gets fatter by the day.”
I had never seen such disappointment come across my childhood companion’s face before. It was as if I destroyed all that he had been working towards with a simple lack of enthusiasm. His dependency on my reaction, in turn, disappointed me to the point of near outrage. How dare he put such expectations on our friendship? Of course at the time I had no idea how real this scroll of Nolan’s was.
“The last thing I wish to do is trouble you Belg. I know how successful you’ve become.” His words struck a nerve, but I settled the guilt to the back of my mind and listened. “You are a wealthy man with gentlemanly means. You’ve a knack for business that I never had, and therefore it is no surprise that we find ourselves here; you the pragmatic realist, and me the dreamer in search of glorious discoveries. I only wished to rekindle that sense of wonder we had as boys and perhaps make true for ourselves an adventure to which we have only dreamed.”
The emotions within my logical mind came undone after those words touched my heart. In truth, Nolan was my childhood friend. We had grown up together as brothers would, and life gave us two very different paths when those childhood bodies were brought to maturity. His parents fell ill, and mine prospered. Nolan worked to barely keep things afloat while I was able to live a more lavish lifestyle of comfort.
“Nolan. Tell me more. I wish to hear all about it.” I took another puff of my pipe and settled my body more deeply into my chair.
“Of course Belg. Of course.” Nolan’s enthusiasm returned, and as he explained the scroll to me I found myself being quite enthralled in the greatness of it all as well. He rolled out the deteriorating parchment explaining the cryptic nature of the information, and spoke of a special blade that needed to be obtained. He believed he knew the location of this scramasax, and needed my help with safe passage. It turned out that my company owned the very mine where this elder blade was buried.
The sea wind is cold, and I have a clear view of the sun setting. It will be a while still before we reach Kingstown. Once there the treasure will be uncovered. Then and only then shall I learn if the sacrifice of my friends life was worth it. As I retire for the night I am disgusted with the fact that it just might be.
August 6, 1885
I awoke this morning to wildly yelling deckhands. These yells were not of fear but of anger, for they were the yells of men at sea with no other means of expression. Apparently the body of a crewmember had been discovered in the open lifeless. No one aboard seems able to explain the sudden death of what appeared to be a healthy and vibrant young man. His skin was ghostly pale, and his eyes seemed as if they had been drained of all essence.
A curse comes to mind. Nolan spoke of such things right before he died, but I must remain calm and determined to see this through. This journey must be finished.
August 7, 1885
The Captain is up in arms eyeing up the few passengers and remaining crew onboard his ship. Another crewmember is dead with no cause or explanation. Quarters are being searched for foul play. I can only hope the contents of my room remain allusive to investigation and appearing as the relics of an eccentric rich gentleman.
Fear is in the air. It is mixed in with the salt of the sea and gives an aroma that is most unsettling. I see it in the crewmen’s eyes. I see it in the Captain’s eyes. He is afraid and will be the last to admit such a thing. He must remain strong for his crew. I too am afraid. I fear this ship will never reach port in Kingstown. I fear that I was a fool to believe such a thing to be possible.
As I look to the endless blue of the open sea I can only think of Nolan and our final moments together. I can only see the blue of his eyes that screamed of my betrayal to him. Do I deserve to be forgiven? His life ended as a result of my greed and instinct to survive. Did he deserve to die? His eyes had become as fierce and hungry as mine. The elder blade brought it out of both of us. The damn thing probably is cursed after all.
We were still in Wales. The night air was filled with wonder as we approached the mine that had granted me so much wealth. I purposely sent the crews working that shift home aware that Nolan would desire complete privacy for our excavation of sorts. I drove the carriage myself wanting to keep the entire adventure between two old friends, and as we approached the comfort of that night air transformed into something else. There was a gloom that hung over the mine thick and uncomfortable.
“It’s nothing to worry about Belg.” Nolan laughed off my feelings of disquiet. I could see he felt it as well, but wanted only to push on. “Let’s get down there. It’s a good thing this mine was in place. Your company has done most of the digging for us.”
“Would it not be advisable to proceed with caution?” I stepped down from the carriage and stood alongside my friend. “Mines can be dangerous to navigate.”
“Have faith Belg. The risk is well worth the benefits.”
“If you might humor me Nolan there is a question that I have been meaning to present to you. How is it that you came to the conclusion that this particular mine holds within its belly the very item you require?”
Nolan began walking toward the entrance to the shaft of the mine. “The scroll I presented to you was written with a particular quill. I neglected to bring it with me when I visited your home to inquire about your willingness in this endeavor, but the quill has a unique design on the feather. That combined with the cryptic nature of the scroll allowed me to understand and determine that I had the cypher needed to unlock the mysteries hidden within that scroll by using the design on the feather of the quill. That design was no accident, Belg, for it allowed me to translate this exact location. When I discovered it was a mine owned by your company I knew it was providence. We both were meant to make this discovery together.”
We arrived at the vertical shaft and descended to the depths of the mine. The lighting was minimal. The cramped space with which to move about nearly gave me a bought of manic claustrophobia, but I managed to press on with the aid of Nolan. The digging was the most difficult part. Nolan had dressed for the occasion and was accustomed to manual labor. I on the other hand was not, and I felt the strain and fatigue of what the mining crews dealt with on a daily basis.
The scramasax seemed to lighten up the belly of the mine once we had unearthed it. The glint of the blade and manufacturing of the metal seemed to make it appear alive. Our eyes were drawn to it immediately. It was as if it called to us both and had been patiently waiting. The fatigue and tiredness of what seemed to be endless digging quickly faded away.
That’s when the change took place. The greed in my eyes was matched by Nolan’s. He wanted the elder blade as much as I did. I knew then and there that I must acquire the blade for myself. The mine was mine, after all, and therefore belonged to me by right. It was my property. Nolan simply failed to see it this way.
“Belg you may not have it!” His eyes were furious as he lunged for the blade. “It belongs to me, not you!”
I remember lunging toward the blade as well. My body did not feel as if it were my own during those moments. A violent struggle ensued. I forget much of it now, but I do remember that when it ended I stood over Nolan’s body and the blade had tasted a fair amount of his blood.
“It’s cursed…” Nolan spoke his last words spitting up bubbles of blood. Soon after his body gave one last violent convulsive spasm and ceased to be a thing filled with life.
I stood for a few moments feeling the fear and shock of what I had done. I write this out in hopes of finding meaning in it, but I only look back with guilt and remorse. In the blink of an eye I vanquished the life of a good man.
I exited the mine in a surreal state of mind. I forced its collapse doing my best to make it look like an accident. The following day I promptly closed down all operations stating that I wished to move locations. The area of land was vast, and I could mine nearby without ever having to uncover his body.
One night I sat in my study looking at the blade. It lay beside Nolan’s notes of what this elder blade could unlock if taken to Kingstown. A deep desire to uncover this hidden wealth overwhelmed all else. I wanted the treasure, but I also felt I owed it to Nolan even if I had been the reason for his death.
August 13, 1885
Very few are left alive onboard this ship. The Captain is also dead. There is a carnal munity that swept over the crew, and I know now in my very soul that this is where I shall die. A strange madness has overtaken most everyone. A few of the passengers and crewmembers that managed to maintain some semblance of sanity banned together. We are secure in the lower deck attempting to ascertain the next best course of action. As I look to all of their faces I know what is to blame. The elder blade in my possession is the culprit.
The crew is nervous and quiet. We are truly trapped. We all know it, but none wishes to admit defeat. The cargo stored down below is somewhat volatile. Gun powder and other explosive cargo have been mixed in with other items for transport across the sea. The blade must vanish and I know what I have to do. So I write my final words, smoke my last pipe, and will ignite the volatile contents of the lower deck. There is enough here to ensure this ship sinks, and with it so shall the blade.
I store this journal within a bottle in hopes that it remains and may one day be found. I’ve placed it on the opposite end of the lower deck away from where the explosion will happen. I leave my signature with this journal and hope that it will be treated as a final will and testament if it is ever found. My wealth, if any should be left, is to go to Nolan’s family. He had a sister, nephews, and nieces. They deserve a good go at life. May Nolan’s family forgive me, and may this cursed artifact never be discovered again.
By Ben Soto